I cannot believe it has been two years since our 4th child was born. Two years since I held him. Two years since we walked into the hospital pregnant, labored for nine hours, and walked out without our baby. In some ways it feels as if it happened a long time ago….and in other ways it feels as fresh as if it happened last week.
It took me a long time to finish writing his birth story. In fact, I just finished it this past week. We had decided to share his birth story here on my blog. But as I sat down to edit it, I realized I can’t yet. It is so intensely personal, as it is the only moments we had together with our son. Maybe at some point I will share it. We will see.
But today, we just remember him with love.
We love you every day, sweet boy. I am so happy that you get to spend your birthday in the presence of the greatest Love there is. I can’t wait to see you again! ❤