I cannot believe it has been two years since our 4th child was born.  Two years since I held him.  Two years since we walked into the hospital pregnant, labored for nine hours, and walked out without our baby.  In some ways it feels as if it happened a long time ago….and in other ways it feels as fresh as if it happened last week.

It took me a long time to finish writing his birth story.  In fact, I just finished it this past week.  We had decided to share his birth story here on my blog.  But as I sat down to edit it, I realized I can’t yet.  It is so intensely personal, as it is the only moments we had together with our son.  Maybe at some point I will share it.  We will see.

But today, we just remember him with love.

We love you every day, sweet boy.  I am so happy that you get to spend your birthday in the presence of the greatest Love there is.  I can’t wait to see you again! ❤